I thought being an artist or craftsman
was about producing stunning pieces; to do that I needed focus and discipline.
I tried, I really did. I would go to the studio with all the determination to
focus in one medium and work on it until I perfected the process. But I had so
many interests I could not focus on a specific project and when I tried to
force it, the results were not satisfactory and I was not having fun. And then
I would find myself dabbling a bit in sewing, a bit in card making, a bit in
drawing, a bit in pastels, a bit in decoupage; you get the picture. And all the
time I felt guilty and frustrated for not having discipline.
Then I had an epiphany! (Okay, I read
a book.) This is the way I was created! Just as God gave me hazel eyes and
curly hair, He gave me a bit of attention deficit.
Returning from our 2 month New England
adventure, I went to the studio intentionally having no specific agenda, just
follow my muse (actually for me that is the Holy Spirit) and see where it leads
me. Guess what? I had more fun and, though not stunning masterpieces, I was
happy with what I created. You see, even though I knew the process of creating
was more satisfying than the finished project, I wanted the recognition of
being an accomplished artist and craftsman. I tried to force myself to be
something that was not part of God’s plan.
Since the first of November I have
done a bit of sewing, a bit of stenciling, a bit of painting, a bit of
organizing (yep, that’s a craft) and my current favorite, resin pour.
These inspirational blocks were made
using photos from our travels, scrap wood and 2-part resin.
Following the directions in the resin
kit it is very easy, just be sure your work surface is level (ask me why.)
Oh, the book I am reading
rereading is The Creative Call by Janice Elshiemer.
Wishing you joy and peace this
Christmas season and a creative, fun New Year. Enjoy the process!
